why is this happen??

sbnrnya tajuk nieyh xpatut ak tnya,sbb ak pown da tawu ap sbb smua nieyh trjadi...

ecteli,msa ak menaip utk post kali nieyh,ak nga face problem yg buat ak duduk xsenang,maybe bg sstngah org problem mcm nieyh remeh,dlu bg ak problem mcm nieyh pown ak anggap remeh...
tp sejak aku kenal dy,ak da start take this thing seriously...
mende ap yg aku ckp nieyh?? am talking bout relationship... a SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP !!

ak nga gado ngn dy skrg nieyh,atas sbb yg bodoh !! sbb yg xpatut jadik gado pown leyh jadik gado... smua sbb ap?? sbb ak nieyh yg xreti kwal perasaan,xmtang !!
smlm dy ngn membe dy(gurl) gurau kte dy syg mmbe dy tu lbih dari dy syg ak... dan hnya disebbkan itu ak nak emo terlebey??? WTF ??!! ok,ak admit....smlm mood ak mmg swing cket,tp knapa dy yang jadik mangsa?? knapa ak msti lpaskan smua kmarahan ak,tension ak atas dy?? dy pown ad msalah dy sniri gak,tp dy xpenah bebankan ak pown... knapa msti dy tahan smua msalah ak??? teruk gak r ak buat dy smlm.... n skrg nhieyh ak towl2 nyesal,towl2 nyesal.... ak tkt ilang dy,ak xnak ilang dy,ak xleyh ilang dy !!!

exam lak jz around da corner,diz comin 21st will be my first paper(so does she)... ak xnak menda nieyh mngganggu msa nak jwab exam nnt... bkn sbb ak anggap relation nieyh xpenting,tp ak xnak org trus ckp cinta tuh ganggu pelajaran....

plz dear,i really need u... can't imagine my life without u ecteli... bkn nak uat ayat bunga,tp da mmg itu yang ak rsa n link blog nieyh pown "from-my-lens"... ak jz nak share mende nieyh ngn sume org yg sggp bc,utk rase lega cket...
tp eventhough da panjang ak tulis nieyh,ak masih mngharapkan si dy reply msg ak... ak masih mnnti blasan msg dari si dy,plz syg,do reply my msg... i need you,maybe sbb i xpenah tnjuk doesn't mean dat u r nt important in my life,u r important !!
u r one of important thing ever happen in my life !! plz dear,jgn majuk lma2... believe me,things will get worse klau kta x baiki skrg,,i sygkan u dear... really2 miss u.... :(

salam~~